I cannot be quiet anymore

I was going to give up on blogging because I just can't find the time, but because of recent events I feel like I have to get some things out. I have kept quiet because I really don't believe in letting the world know of my problems and I would rather these things just to be let go.


Where do I begin.......


First off, my relationship with Em took a tear when she had it out with my friend Tori(Lovints2). Tori was friends with Em way before Jk and I came around. What Em did to Tori was just not nice. I will not get into it without Tori's permission. Tori left the site and I made a chat so we could still talk.While at the other chat, we often talked about making our own site. But some RL things were taking Tori away and we had to put it on hold. At this time I hardly went over to SS. After some time, I made my way back slowly as I missed some people from there. Things were never the same with Em and I though.


I went away on vacation, when I came back Em had banned a bunch of people, some for the only reason of them being young. Em says I never did anything, lol. Em was on the chat with me 98% of the time!


The night of the incident with Chama, I was there. Em was going off accusing a whole bunch of people for doing things(can't quite remember the drama at the moment, there was so many) which later on it to be found they were wrongly accused. Em was bashing Chama's friends,Chama reacted by making the post about Em. Em reacted by making a post about Chama. Who is wrong here? There is a difference, Em is 14 yrs older than Chama. I disagreed with BOTH of them!!And I expressed that to both of them! Chama apologized and admitted what she did was wrong and publicly apologized to Em...Em of course had justification. Just a fight between friends right!? Kiss and makeup? No, Em is not like that. Who is the adult here?


Em said that I didn't try to communicate with her, I most certainly did and have the transcripts to prove it. Whatever I said, Em had an answer for it. I needed to take a break until the waters calmed down. When I went back to SS to talk with Em, I found myself banned. Not once did she try to contact me. Hence came CloudTen.


I don't fight with my friends! I have 5 brothers and sisters, we disagree sometimes but we never say cruel, hurtful things and if it does happen we apologize. I don't want a friend who is only one sided and at any moment can post hurtful things about me.


It seems if you disagree with Em, you are no longer her friend. Who needs that?


I never intended it to end the way it did, just wanted to cut ties a bit. I guess Em wanted the whole thing cut. Would have eventually talked to her, but after the banning.....there was no way.



I have so say though that my forum life has been drama free!